"Stuck"

Lately I've been using the term "stuck" a lot.

What I mean by stuck is, I feel like I'm not able to move about as I wish to. Like I'm glued on this one thought track that isn't positive. I'm like a broken record

"You suck" "No one really cares what you have to say" "Give up"

These thoughts and many more are always running through my head. I have to work 10x harder to be proactive in my mental health care.

And all I want to do is give up, it seems so much easier than pushing through.

But I always give up.

I'm not going to be stuck forever. It's about damn time I kicked this depression in the face. (Quote from Carolyne, slightly altered to fit this discussion)