I'm back at school from Easter Break. Having five days off to recharge was exactly what I needed. I feel better most days. Ever now and then I feel the evils of depression pushing through. It's always at the back of my mind. I don't go a day without thinking about my mental health issues. How I won't ever be "normal"
But normal is only a cycle on the washing machine. There is no such thing.
It's a daily struggle, knowing I can't act like a 21 year old that I am. Like I can't go drinking with my friends, well I can, but being the only sober kid is boring. I know I can have fun without drinking but it feels like a privilege that I can't partake in.
I feel left out.
At least all my friends have a Designated Driver whenever they go out.
Think positive.
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