Ever feel like you're all alone, even in a large crowd? I feel that way a lot. Even with people all around you, even interacting with you, you feel like no one is there and it's an unsettling feeling. When you're around friends and yet everyone is a stranger.
No one quite understands where you're coming from. An overbearing feeling of judgement and disdain. You want to do the right thing, but you're uncertain of what that is.
You can't do anything right, you're under a microscope and people are looking at every move you take, categorized ever breath you take.
Nothing seems right.
Nothing is right.
You're all alone.
But you're not. You have the voices in your head telling you what to do and how to act. Even they judge you.
You have to realize those voices are just you, the negative self talk is too apparent in your daily life. You need to break the record and start fresh.
but starting fresh is never easy. Even on your worst days, good ones will eventually come along and you won't have to deal with the negative thoughts. They'll still be there, but you make the conscious effort not to listen.
One day, some day, you'll be free.
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